Our second attempt at transferring embryos was again, not successful. We found out on Friday that we are not pregnant.
How many times do you allow your heart to break? How much do you give for something that may never be? That the answer has always been no.
Right now I'm feeling like everything we've done has been a big waste of time, energy, emotions, prayers, money, pain, etc.... the list goes on and on. We have no more embryos in the freezer, so IF we did IVF again we'd have to go through the whole egg harvesting thing again.
We're trying to figure out where we will go from here. I think we need some time to heal from our losses and then make some decisions. I waver between feelings of complete loss to feeling mad at myself for believing we had a chance.
2 comments:
We love you and support you and your decisions all the way. Nothing you will ever do is a waste. Perhaps painful at times, but you are just that much closer to where God wants you. We pray for your healing to begin.
Lots of Love,
Jina and Edward
We love you and will continue to hope and pray for an addition to the gackstetter family.
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